Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Listen to this mushy slow song. (not boy band , clicking fingers 'oh baby baby' everywhere style. this is NICE mushy)
The Fear You Won't Fall - Joshua Radin


Chemistry is hard 2 understand, and Physics is hard to memorise and maths is hard to apply and English is hard to read. Everythings so hard these days really. I'm paralysed with a fear of work. There are times when I feel so manky and absolutely dread next year.
I wish I was like fully hektik smart but OHWELL. zOmg, did i tell you i keep getting Credits-on-the-brink-of-Participation now? It's kind of scary because sometimes.. the guy next to me will be like, oh lookie here, I came first in NSW and ACT. I'm not kidding. And this is for all the competitions I've done so far... which is 2, the Rio Tinto Big Science competetion and the ordinary NSW Sci comp. Sometimes I can just feel the brain cells turning into fat cells in my head @*@


DW i'm not upset or anything, because of course... how could anyone be upset TODAY when TODAY... is World Happiness Day!

Happiness Alfred D. Souza
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time to still be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.
This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment
that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time … and remember that time waits for no one…
So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, until you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until fall, until winter, until you are off welfare, until the first or fifteenth, until your song comes on, until you've had a drink, until you've sobered up, until you die, until you are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy… Happiness is a journey, not a destination.


Haha the last sentence kind of ruins it.. but it's warm sunshine nonetheless. I LOVE the 'until your song comes on' part. Don't you just so reckon?

Beautiful weather today, must say must say. Took Alex out for our first walk in ages and it was really nice. The sun is setting as I type this and my blinds are filtering in the prettiest light. It's so clear outside and I can see all the way to Parramatta from where I'm sitting. Pretty cool...

burritos!!!

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